like lightening to my soul, I knew, that whoever you were, whatever you were..
you’d make me feel brand new. teach me about the world, teach me about myself, make me want to wake up everyday if it meant id see your face, meant id talk to you..
you invited a rush of emotions I never felt before and was afraid to feel, afraid to fall on my face, afraid it wouldn’t be true..you were something new.
I know I’m no angel but neither were you, but it was something I understood and I hoped you would too..
I’d give up my life and die for u if it’d repay you..
that’s all I want, or try to do..reciprocate the love you gave me and maybe I have the worst ways showing u, maybe that you don’t deserve, and I’m sorry, if I’m crazy,
It’s just, I love you…
it’s heavy, it’s real and..I don’t try to test ur patience and I don’t try to kill your peace of mind.
I’m just a dumb overly emotional girl..that probably shouldn’t have let u fall..
but, my soul chose you, my heart loves you..and my mind, absent thru it all..
- Kenyah I. King Ho-Sang
It’s gotta be so freeing to walk into the ocean, pockets full of rocks. Sun shimmering off the water. It’s gotta be so beautiful. It’s gotta be.. To walk till I can’t walk anymore and in that final breath say, “it’s over.” To finally set my spirit as free as it truly can be. To shake all my demons I let destroy me. To finally say I did something for me, yet still for you all..’cause no one deserves to put up with me. I can’t wait for the summer day to lay my soul in the sea, cause then I’ll be as beautiful as I could ever be..
And the world will be more beautiful than it ever has been..the cancer that was me that hurt everything that I love, you all can finally be free, as free as I’ll be.